Monday, October 25, 2010
A Lost Trust (08/02/09)
Where are your hearts,

My parents?


Where are your love,


That are once,


For our loving child.



Now I am standing here,


Alone and untrusted,


Is this what you want for me?


How can you not trust your own child,

My parents?


How can you not trust me?




You don't believe in my ability,


You don't believe in my decision,


You don't trust my words,


You don't trust my effort,


You didn't give me a child's love,


You didn't want to lose your money,


On me...




Every small mistakes I made,


You remember as deep as you could,


Every big things I have done,


You forget...




There is forgiveness in me,


I can't blame that all you saw,


Was just money in your pockets,


And that my fees are eating on it.




Who knows I will die today,


And all you will get is insurance,


And money in the end...




Can I tell you something?


It all started just because of the degree fall,


You didn't trusted me anymore,


You wanted to change my decision,


Every small acts,


To show that my decisions are all wrong,


But did you give me the chance to speak?



When every time I made a decision,

You will always come up with another,


To make me change my mind,


And in the end,


You blame it all on me,


Saying I wasn't able to make up my mind.



Who is to be blamed?


I would not dare say,


Another word anymore...
posted by +玄月+ @ 10:46 PM  
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